double the love for mcflurry!

look see!!!!!!! i tried the oreo mudpie yesterday. and imma try the oreo berries today! haha. every single day of this week imma eat them until they become not limited??
hope the berry one is nice. hurry hurry hurry! go to mcd's! you know you want them.

morning peeps! i don't even think there's a human being reading my blog anymore.

newayz, this morn i start with coffee morning. white coffee rocks! maybe starbucks rock more but it's not beside my house and yes it's star of bucks. seriously. with the bitch sitting beside me watch me eat my bread while she drools.
kinda i-don't-call-it-emo-but-i-don't-know-how-to-describe-it-besides-emo these days. cause quarreled with my mom the other day.
raya holidays got bad also. besides getting to wake up late and slowly do what i want, i have to be stuck at home told what to do and nagged at. sucks okay.

there's this thingy called mc flurry mudpie! try it!!!!! it's delicious. it's just addition of the chocolate syrup they put on sunday in a mcflurry oreo. seriously go try it. my sis says it's only until after raya. so hurry hurry. call 1300-13-1300 haha.

and i don't really want to make a big fuss about my birthday (perhaps) but the whole worlds' little kids are or whoever watches high school musical. cause it's gonna be on on my bday! haha. although zac efron's acting sucks, cause his acting that his acting, but i prefer that show more than camp rock. i hate camp rock la.the story line sucks and their cameraman sucks too (whatever you call the person that holds or moves or records the show) besides liking the two dudes that knows how to dance and nick jonas that is kinda cute and maybe kevin, i don't like joe jonas or demi tomato or that show. sorry mate i just plain hate it.

just another normal day. watching tv, checking blogs play facebook (sorry friendster i abandon you but you're bored la nothing to do) eat eat eat and sleep. text all the way. there's no study in this hols. yet. so we'll see. i just can't wait to finish my last level of burger shop. i damn love that game.
nothing much to type on. some ss pics but lazy to upload now.
and i so thought of the perfect present for some people. gonna take up some time doing it but oh well it's the hols. and i wanna find a new prom dress. or another dress (doesn't matter for prom or not) i just wanna splurge!! but tak kan satu orang? nearest for me is pyramid and that's like half way round the world for people. so. stuck at home lo...

till next time.

anyone have food????? i can't find food here. anyone nice enough to send to my house or bring it to me??? i can't move anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imma faint if i have no food in 5 mins.lol

this is the weirdest thing i've asked for. i think.

to my sister, please leave my blog forever.

i really have the urge to run. just run. anywhere. just not here. i can't stand it. for sixteen years or less. i've always tolerate. from both of you. dad. and mom. dad, you said you have a limit. so do i. i don't only have to take it from you. also from mom. i know you too have to take it from the three of us. but guess what? i'm only and already sixteen. i can't always be your baby. and i don't know alot of things. i'm not always sixteen. just one more month i'm seventeen. i'm growing up. not shrinking down. i'm not becoming a baby. i'm becoming a person. a grown person that knows how to think for herself. and other people. i learnt from my many past mistakes. why can't you learn to let us go? then at least we won't suffer so much when you're gone. why must you be so selfish?
i try to look. from the other way. many times from another angle. but i just can't stand it. i'm sick of being here and suck it all up while i smile everyday outside. still knowing you love me deep down. i'm sick of sucking up everything and pretend it's okay. i do love you in my life. just sometimes you make me hate. i don't want to. but you made me. please let me go. i hate you guys for being so nice in my life. i wanna run. and never look back anymore. just run as far as i go. while i meet god on the other end.

would you bring me in to stay with you? thanks, i know you would. heaven is the best place that'll never exist on earth. god i love you.

TO MY DEAREST MOM:

THANKS FOR FUCKING BE IN MY FUCKING ASS LIFE. YOU STUPID BITCH! I'M SO LUCKY TO BE CURSED!!

errrrr
i watch cars yesterday!!!! and gridiron gangs. and freedom writers. nice weh all this show. go watch. hbo andd errr i tak watch any match yesterday. lol. lazy la





ma. stop being such a stupid bitch. your mood swings are really going overboard and we kinda can't stand you. i'm sixteen. not six. if you don't want to fetch me go out, then let me go out and let my friends fetch me. you *32YR$@j09U(Y&eyhHTr5p232#@%

I RULE!

oh.. i forgot to say.... I BEAT EVERYONE (for now) IN THE WHO'S GOT THE BIGGEST BRAIN in facebook!!!! muahahahahha


go play! it's damn addictive. and you can find out how stupid you are. so did i!

eh.. i like the chinese thing that i wrote. it's so meaningful-nya.

i saw pn.cheam weh. she no more driving her white proton saga. now she driving red proton iswara. which to me makes no difference. she sangat good terhadap negara. keep buying proton car.

and. i forgot what me want to say. oh ya! i bought the slilppers

tadaa!!!!!!

alaaaaaaaa yesterday was suppose to go to zhe han's house for his birthday celebration. ohya. happy belated birthday! not that you read my blog. so hahaha. no big post for you
then my mom pms. first say i cannot go. then later my sis tell me i can go. then later i ask her again then she say cannot. menopause liao still can like htat? lol

shot some pics in school.

see something unusual?

i draw one weh. nice nice????? i ask her go tatt that. lol

the curi eating in class look.

err.. haha. steph jie

it's still one more month till my birthday yo. and one academy already wish me happy birthday. lol. they send me this card robot thingy and i did it. haha

errrrrr girls birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYSE KYMBERLY TEOH SU FERN!!!!!!!


you're the first person i know that has such a long name. happy birthday and may one day the 'tall girl' will be 'taller' and the airplane be wincy bigger or negative as you wish and that one day deng bo will burst her boobs. lol. why am i using your wish? sorry sorry. happy birthday anyway!!!!!!!!!!!

i like that pic of you lyz. haha

<-----------------

吃 邻 我 别 为 相 人 |
苦 居 若 人 了 扶 生 |
享 朋 气 生 小 到 就 |
乐 友 死 气 事 老 像 |
在 不 谁 我 发 不 一 |
一 要 如 不 脾 容 场 v
起 比 意 气 气 易 戏

神 儿 况 气 回 是 因
仙 孙 旦 出 头 否 为
羡 琐 伤 病 想 更 有
慕 事 神 来 想 该 缘
好 由 又 无 又 去 才
伴 他 费 人 何 珍 相
侣 去 力 替 必 惜 聚

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!
and barbara too!
hey people! exams OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean trials. and ass pee aim is to come. ahhhhhhh

i went to klang yesterday with my sis for dental checkup. my sis told me she fell outside her school toilet. embarrassingnya.... and no one help her up. they just. looked. seriously i know k. it's damn no face. cause when i was form 2, mr. had-a-master-in-mempokaikan people keep making me fall. infront of EVERYONE. yes. everyone. he is mr sin kuo wei. one thing. he so tall, how you want me kenakan him back? and once, thanks to lee aiyan that told me he was actually putting gold dust on my head or i'd be wondering where the gold come from. heaven perhaps?

so we went to klang. then i went for checkup cause my jaw hurt. my doctor ask me don't open mouth so big. she say maybe i exam stress. LOL. so. cannot yawn properly, cannot eat big mouth. cannot laugh out loud. only laugh out soft. then no hard stuff. like forever? until my jaw is better. so there's this nice chinese lady, saw me and this is what happened.

nice chinese lady tells indian girl: eh this girl, bukan just datang?
indian girl: yala. dunno why she come again.
i heard then turn and say :oh my jaw pain. come see doctor awhile
indian girl: ya. maybe cause you talk tooooo much... hahahah

i laugh. then wtf-faced walk away. i look like i talk alot meh? i only know people tell me i look ganas.. dot dot dot...

so. hari ini dah finish exam. come home tido. and whole family dunno why all diarrhoea. oh. lepas pergi klang we went to pyramid. my my flops. nanti i upload picture. when i free. then nothing much la. just stay at home.
today's dad's birthday. he's old man. 61 d. the oink oink...





so.. to you, now you have her. and she's someone that doesn't take you away from your other friends. she doesn't 'stick' to you everywhere you go but you guys are so close that you don't even remember i was there. it just came to a point where i realize that if i don't find you you wont' find me. so why should i save this friendship that i want when you don't even want to save it? if just makes me. stupid? you don't even want this friendship and you're making no effort in trying to save if back. so why should i? you have someone new calling you and going out together that if i don't call you you won't even give a damn. so what am i here for anyway? i really appreciate you. but you just don't show your appreciation at all and it really makes me feel god damn dumb saving something that another person doesn't want. you have her now. good. and i have no intention of wanting to 'fight' you back. you're not mine. if you don't try to patch it up. i wouldn't too. i've done it too many times and i'm tired. but somehow i really hope you'd do something about it.

if you don't need me. i don't need you too.

and if you need me. i know you'd find a way. i hope you would.
i miss you. my friend. iwik

call 012- exam suck my balls

two more to shoot and we're done for trials! yay! and... i wonder if anyone actually does read my blog. it's like total silence.... *cricketing*

i got some little more foody pics~

looks disgusting eh? it's the best bacon rice cake!

ini panggil mallowpuffs. it's the best. it's marshmallow and chocolate and biscuit. oh!!! deli

i've been practising using my left hand to write. it's fun. and when i do, my right hand feels weird. empty.

it say's it's over.

and ask you to keep wondering who it is

and... my hair is long again!!!!! i lazy/don't want to go cut. haha. i want to compete with vinc yuee. keep long long hair. see who's one longer. right?
i painted this and i kinda like it. although got spacing problem. so i decided to paint my toenails like that.
so first.. allllll white.. and it makes my toenails look small and my feet looks big.
it's quite fun-coloured. like purple and turqoise. but it reminds me of.. a garden.
elyse said it's nice but i think she kinda lied abit cause she couldn't see properly cause i was moving and she got sight prob. so.. haha. LYZ DID YOU LIE????????? lol

this is the 'one line' punya. i think this is better than the above. BUT... you have to imagine for ten toes. so if for ten toes. then my toes would be more white than the 'design' and i sien one colour. help anyone??

brain. help. i've been dreaming everyday.... and my jaw hurts. so have to go see orthodontist (i know how to spell!) tomorrow with sis. ughhh. want yawn also hurt. imma go do something now. lol. good luck in bm tomorrow people! pray things don't happen like my dream

and i forgot to say.. i passed my practical exam!!!! grade 8. second time weh. if i fail then next year have to take new syllabus. thank god!
i skipped chelsea and man u. wtf cause i'm watching freedom writers. it's damn nice. haha. until my mom interrupted.

the nanny name fran

since it's exam, and another one more week or so to go, i keep eating. and deli food everywhere. i go ransack my whole house for food.. to release stress..

just a normal vanilla ice cream, and a wonderful dose of the best hershey's chocolate syrup. mmmmm. made my day

and thanks to lyz and ting that taught me how to enjoy the tom yam hot cup.. ahhhh love it love it love it!

add in another massive load of chachos cheesy cheese!! the best!
and PRINGLES!!!! it's so fun when you lick off alll the sour cream and onion first. haha.
sounds disgusting? have you tried it? you might like it.

and my 'transporter' uncle brought junks from nz.. tons of themwe've got rice cakes, rice crackers, cookies, marshmallow puffs, marshmallows, more cookies, and honey milk powder, yadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and all...

all kind of flavours of rice crackers. lol

arnott's farmbake chocolate cookies!

it's the one with the parrot
food is good
never sacrifice food. sacrifice for food.

oh.. this is reallllllllll funny... credits to my ding dong sis. ini ialah itu small small size punya milo packet drink. so, my sis put in the freezer so it shall cool faster. and.. she forgot to take it out from morning till night.

sekarang saya presentkan, milo ais satu

and i wonder who invented rojak.. i know it's the hindu's.. but.. i wonder.. who?

i had a weird dream yesterday. i dream 5 people from my classmates who wore pyjamas and went for exam cause they were late. and it was bm essay exam and i dreamt i didn't finish it. damn weh. it's this tuesday. takut sial now.

oh yea. bolton-arsenal was 3-1 yay!! but liverpool-stoke city. 0-0. wtf??? what happen to liverpool weh..... chelsea and man u tonight!

i can't stop watching the nanny and oprah these days. no idea why. and i can't stop eating too, tambahan pula my uncle brought more junkies for me to munch on. and i'm sorry bout the updating. it's exam la woi! and my mom is hugging the comp to watch her moonlight resonance. imma watch it. soon. or whenever i'm free. when i have the cd. i can't wait for the new season of house to come out on axn and i prob don't remmeber what's much i wanna say yadda... i feel weird now..

and.. to you, yes you. i'm sick and tired of always looking for you, calling you and when you don't bother looking for me or calling me. i used to think it was your friend that thinks i'm taking you away from her but i'm not but now i think you're trying to make me feel like i am taking her away from you. plus, looks like you and her are trying to hate me so badly but oh well, my pleasure. not that i care anymore. seriously. i'm not trying to make people hate each other, but i hate to take sides sometimes cause it's freaking tiring. if i don't like her i'd still talk to her. i won't die. it's just that if i keep having this thing, where i see someone i so call hate and that kinda will ruin my day that's why sometimes hating is so damn tiring. so i'm lazy to hate. i just talk to whoever and if you don't want to talk to me, i didn't ask you to.

although people ignore me, although people criticize me, although i sometimes feel left out, although you don't think for me, although you don't really care and so on, so what???
i laugh more than you, i smile more than you, i sleep better than you, i feel better than you. and i'm less stressed out i don't even need to think about hating you. ( i don't think i'm emoing but when i type this, maybe i am. just a little)thank you so much for being my biggest fan, sadly, i'm not yours.



stress is when you wake up screaming, and realizing that you haven't fallen alseep yet.

arsenal won 4 nil yesterday.

some pics to be updated when i want to update.
good luck in exams people.

yea!!! thanks to brown, own goal! liverpool won 2-1 against man u..

now... it's blackburn vs. arsenal. can't belief i skip art class for liverpool.
but oh well.. it's worthy

imma go watch house and arsenal kick ass now. taa

the game is ON

as we speak, as you read and as i type, the worlds SECOND BIGGEST GAME IS ON!!!! watch it live on espn. liverpool vs. manchester united. tell me which one you vote.
you either get a smack or a kiss from me. ROFLMAO!

imma go see now... and don't forget to watch ecw if got. bye!

exam now... stress banyakk..
study banyakk... tido and tv sikit sial....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i study not so stress. is taking exam only stress... why you ask?

i got my study guru praying for me

and praying more

kardinal offishall+akon+reba mcentire+secondhand serenade+ jt
ALLLL in my HEADand if i don't have this in my mouthor thismy mom would bring this up to me room for meor this ( it looks kinda gross but it's deli.. steam egg!)

soo..... studying is not that bad. lol. jsut lazy la. i love the bed. (:



and i god damn hate it when the damn ambulance keep honking when we have no fucking place to move!!!

also...i realllly wanna complain! i've been carpooling with this girl and her dad/mom fetches us to school while my mom pick us back. when i sit the mom's car, there was three times she went wrong road. two nearly's. first she nearly miss the road up to our school and the second nearly turn some where else. one fine morning, when her daughter suddenly doze off cause normally she don't, she end up at mid valley. she tak tau jalan, so i bring her go mv make one round cause i only know that way and she doesn't know anyway.. when we were going back she was like 'aiya why need to make so big turn? just now go up here (to bangsar) then turn down no need to go so far la" ????????????????? IF YOU KNOW HOW TO GO THEN WHY YOU STILL NEED ME TO GUIDE YOU??????? AND how many YEARS have you been driving your daughter you also can jalan wrong until go mv you also don't know you go wrong road until your daughter woke up and told you while i was sleeping.

AND now... father's car. first time i went in, the nice camry, smells like socks. yes. literally socks.
then got two times empty tank.. uncle ar... next time you want pump petrol can pump the night before??? cause we have to GO TO SCHOOL! and... on friday, just left my house for awhile, flat tire. go nearby pump air lo... later.... got fucking cockroach in the car!!!!! and it was at the driver seat. and i was sitting behind the driver seat. and his weird daughter that is scared of dog and not scared of cockroach claims that it's not but it obfuckingviously was. later i don't give face, i just lipat my kaki with my shoe on the seat. like i give a damn fuck la. your bloody car got cockroach living inside! i HATE cockroaches! ewww

fuck exam.

exam is tomorrow.... and i somehow feel like this week is holiday. lol. cause trials like crap. i more takut spm.

yesterday i went to optimax opposite sunway. was there like freaking 5 hours since 9 to 2. then went to pyramid, first time i go out wear weird weird. hahahahhahaha. wtf.
suppose to study punya.. come home sudah pukul enam. so... i skip art class. terpaksalah. then do maths the whole night.. zzzz now i know how to find gradient or something what's it called. lol
stupid sial. so to everyone, good luck in exam.. exam sucks!!

after exam we go celebrate my birthday! muahahahhahahahahahahahha....

*growl*

I'M SOOOO SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i either lazy or busy or something that i didn't update so long...

last sat, i went mv, cause my sis friend's birthday which has got nothing to do with me but she wants to drive there and if my mom were to let her drive there she needs me to accompany her.
so... i was thinking go there jalan along since i'm not very close to her friendsss.. ended up the birthday girls coll's friend fly aeroplane.. phew~~~~ instead of 6 only 1 of them came and her boyfriend and my sis and two of her friends. so to give face and help fill in the 'space' i join them.. had japanese in gardens. i forgot what's that place and being the photographer for that night. =D only pros do it yo.. lol

the oh-so-sweet couple

oh.. that night, i wore my new heels and i feel darrrn talll so happy. but.... i bought it not my size. it's my smaller size which equals to my sis's size. and after walking for a while it hurts. i went back carpark change my shoe. my sis insisted i wear the white heels. so i did. it's more my size and not so high... after walking for while my leg lagi pain. so went back to car park the second time to change to my flats. later after we were at the restaurant, i realize i forgot where i put my cam. so we went back to the carpark the THIRD time and i found my cam. so that whole night, me and my sis were just spending time walking back and forth from the carpark. funny sial.
i didn't countdown cause there's like everyone. perhaps next time.. and you'll se e me screaming the hellll out. if huiyi's there + i ting, elyse might be deaf since it's only us that screams. i think. (yaa lyz, why i never recall hearing you scream? you're wIErd)

opposite my house. from my room punya view..
see the flower all bloom soo nice.

i was bored.

cute stuff from my friend last year.this reminds me of elyseand this reminds me of huiyi. i don't know why.

people that imma miss
the four bitches i love *growl*
only skill people can take pic like that

sunday, i went to pyramid to buy some stuff for kiwi's god damn late birthday.
i bet some of you already saw this in inqbox. it's a not bad gift.this is a you're my sunshine although something is happening between us lately. she just haven't figure out what.

i used the nail sticker thing to stick 'kiwi'

accessorize

then on mon is a holiday, so i went pyramid again to help my cousin buy his one year anni pres for his girlfriend. and we went new wing old wing new wing old wing until when we were in minitoons the emergency bell went off and some cloth thingy shit was trying to close us down. and my cousin was freaked out i don't know why. then i went to get my tall java chip with cream.. mmmmm love it

and.. what's with me and bad luck??? with like bad karma and bad bad stuff? damn....
ohya. arsenal won newcastle last week 3-0 and that pic that reminds me of huiyi reminds me of what reminds me today which is in form 3 she was eating the apple while sharmini was behind her and didn't notice. and the peanut thingy in her pencil box. and the way she fall asleep. and how elyse was trying to swallow and read at the same time. and deva that keep doing 'magic' to huiyi's pencil box. and someone who walks weirdly that has a song with it but we forgotten and mr steam who we also forgotten his name but we know his pants is too tight at the crotch. hahahahahahahha. this is not fabricated man... it's just pure funnyness and when huiyi wakes up pissed and sleeps back her same nose falling position. i LOVE form 3.