i realize. it's when you're fucked up and you wanna text your friend about how fucked up you are, you keep typing fucked up wrong and nothing is more fucked up than that( not that i can think of)
i'm gettin emo again. yes again.
so confused. and so.. lost.
so want to tell but just couldn't. why did eve ate the fruit???
if you could shake my hand again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way you pulled me in.
if you could hold my hand again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way you kept it warm.
if you could hug me again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way your heart beat.
if you could dance with me again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way you hold me tight.
if you could kiss me again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way you kiss my cheek.
if you could keep me warm again,
like the first time you did.
the way you didn't want to let go.
and the way you loved me so.
if you could take your words back again,
like the first time you did.
the way i hope you'd never let go.
the way i hope you'd continue to love me.
now there's no if.
not like the first time you did.
the way i had to let you go.
and the way i see you love someone else.
there's no more if.
there's no more the first time you did.
the ways were all the first and last.
and the way me seeing you love someone else,
was the way i never wish i could see.
some things are not easy to let go off.
ting will understand. it's a lim thing i guess.
it's not that we didn't try.
it's just that the trying did not help make us let go.
MIP 2.
