hari ini. tak jadi.
everyone pergi tengok movie.
ibu bapa keluar nanti.
mau buat shopping grocery.
so saya alone at night nanti.
saya pun belum mandi.
saya mau tengok tv.
mengapa tak mau tengok movie?
cause later got sepak kaki.
i mau see arsenal victory.

hari ini. dia pun pergi.
mamak there tengok tv.
why tak mau come my house see?
cause we sudah tak jadi.
saya don't want dia susah hati.
oleh itu ask him pergi.
leng lui in college pergi cari.
i tak mau dia susah hati.
but sendiri sakit hati.
tomorrow should've been 3 month anniversary.
akan tetapi.
he won't remember you see.
but saya wish dia sms me.
akan cakap hari itu dia happy.
until now still onto me.
tapi 1 month lepas patah hati.

now saya harap too much d.
so i just want to pergi mati.
for me i think only elyse kymberly
even stephanie and cristin tee.
maybe also sa por gi.
will understand me.
i tak tau what happen to me?
but we semua know it's about mr.m.i.p.
i know i harus let dia pergi.
tapi you must know it's not that easy.
it never was as easy as you see.
it's more complicated then whatever might be.

hari ini. dia avoid me.
kita kan semua also know d.
i don't care if he hates me.
i know that's a lie but let it be.
don't tell me it's not worth it.
cause now nothing can change it.
if you were me can you do it?
just let it be and just see.
we don't know the future you see.
so now. just let it be.

i'm sorry i don't know why i benci you kaylie
but i'm not now cause it's not easy.
so i just want to say i'm sorry.
i don't want to say forgive me.
i didn't do anything bitchy.
now i'll just let it be.
and watch my sepak kaki.
and see arsenal's victory.
before that now pergi mandi.

now i only wanna say. mr. m.i.p.
i thank you for everything you gave me.
and i love you for once loving me.
wish you earlier now maybe?
happy once upon a time 3rd month anniversary.