christmas is here.
means year end is here.
means form 5 is here.
means spm is here.
means college is here and thinking what course to take is gonna freak me out.
means everything will change.
means i have to go get to know new friends again.
it's not that i don't wanna know new friends.
but it's like the knowing-over the person. that process is the tiring one.
my friends now accept that i'm a freak emo retard. and i'm glad.
when you go to coll you'll hear people bitching about what you wear.
that you're such a................. all those things
and it's like whatever you say you might offend the person although it's nothing to you
cause your friend is like a totally different person.
oh my god. help!!!!

anyway i'm just gonna update my blog.
i'll try not to call or talk or msg or chat with anyone.
not that i don't want to.
i just need to kill myself awhile.
since. something really really sucky happened today.
it's the on offline thing. you won't understand newayz.
so gonna see everyone in two weeks time. or less.
now. go party! ola~