everytime i hear the song boston by augustana, i feel weird.. as in i feel like.. suddenly real sad, everything was ruined. like i couldn't continue surviving. and like i missed him to be another part for me to continue my life. maybe i do maybe i don't. emo shit.

die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.
die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.
sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.
sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.
i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.
yes la. you laa. the one reading this. i mean i love you. but not love you love you. depends on who you are. how i know who are you reading my blog?
gosh.. i'm so lame....... farking lame... urghhhhhhh