fark up day

semalam. hanya ingat. i afternoon tido a while. cause at night got carolling. my farkin dad farkin whack me to call me up. say i sleep whole day. no need study all.
helo? you were sleeping just now also k. and you say i wake up at 10? i woke up at 8 la
i know you're not happy cause you have to wake up like 6 or 5 something to go to work. but whacking me does not gain you back your sleep!
and in 365 days. minus saturdays and sundays and public holidays and sick days,
i've never one day NOT go to school. and you say i sleep whole day? in 200++ days only 2 months i get to sleep till 10. not even 2 months!
geez dad. i wish you had a daughter that was suckier than me. maybe then you'll know i'm not so sucky at all. anyway. i am who i am. you can't change me. you just gotta live with it.
OR
you can give me cash everyday as in not 10 bucks a day. maybe 200 bucks a day. you buy me an apartment, pay my bills. then i'm ok. i can stay there since you hate me so much.
i can go shopping with my 200 per day. i can buy phone laptop shoes shades. tons of shades. go for spa. pedicure. manicure. i can hire a driver. someone to brush my hair everyday. i can buy all the thongs i want. all the tops i want. and i don't have to ask elyse to borrow me her dad's cc. i can just spend all i want. i can even drink everyday. i can go clubbing everyday. i'll bring lyz. ting. suu. yi. ping. steph. jing. i'll bring who i want. i'll go wherever i want. i'll do what i want. you can just support me with cash. love? i think my friends love me. even if they don't. so what. i love them. they know i love them. my friends are like. retard angels on earth. i can buy myself dogs. i can have bitches and cameras and do sleepover anytime i want. food wise? mom will give me. since she's not... someone like you.
although at times i do dislike her nagging and all.
p.s. you nag more than her.


at night he didn't come for carolling. so i sms him kan. ask him why never come.
he say he's watching movie and that he'll come today.
so i just say oh ok.
i guess his watching movie with his gurl
woohoooo. i'm so happy!!!
cause when this hurts me. it kills how i feel for him. somehow i hope it does.

hari ini pagi go buat facial aje. nothing more.
i wanna go watch gameplan and alvin and the chipmunks.
who wanna go???

steph. if you read this. erm. your cbox got prob. and please ask your dad.
please come. sleepover..? can call jing if you want.
then we can watch football also. =)