emo-ness.

hmm. today is the last day of caroling.
he said he'd come. but he didn't. when we go to his house that time he also not there.
i just act nothing lo.saw his bro though.
then go last house.
when we gonna sing finish ad only he come.
nita called. cause she couldn't go. so i just chat with her on the phone since there's no one there to talk to. and the little babysitting boy is in cheng mai.
later he came out and i was still on the phone with ben. he just snap infront of my face. i said hi then continue talking.
then my dad make announcement say thank you thank you all he was sitting infront. means i can see him face to face lo.
lepas tu they all go mamak. he and his cuz. few other of his cousins were there too.
i lepak with gin malcolm alyssa and carmen.
haha damn siao weh.
i was like half high. i had two shandys. whisky and vodka i think. don't remember
erm. we were talking bout balls and other stuffs. haha. moments of weird-ness.
malcolm keeps calling me freak. i guess he's jealous cause he himself is a freak and everyone calls me a freak since he's the only guy among us.
ok. that was way lame.
newayz went home like erm 1 something?
i waited a while. he didn't msg me. so i msg him la.
i online. then he pun online. then gonna be 2 in the morn. my dad ask me and gin to go sleep then he pull the line. wtf. i was chatting with him online.
ughhh. i msg him again. he say he no credit. so i was lookin for kc to help me.. but it was over d newayz.
i called him. we chat a while. he say he taking hospitality. and he watch movie with his cuz yesterday in his house. shit man. then he say that day he go his college. and he see the people there all sakai one. lolx. i was like. your course only sakai but not the whole coll right?
i just hope he faster cari one girl. so i can just kill myself.
he say he want tido. ask me go tido also. but i say i can't. so he ask me to go TRY.
then i say i will lo. then just off and nothing.