HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!
and barbara too!
hey people! exams OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean trials. and ass pee aim is to come. ahhhhhhh

i went to klang yesterday with my sis for dental checkup. my sis told me she fell outside her school toilet. embarrassingnya.... and no one help her up. they just. looked. seriously i know k. it's damn no face. cause when i was form 2, mr. had-a-master-in-mempokaikan people keep making me fall. infront of EVERYONE. yes. everyone. he is mr sin kuo wei. one thing. he so tall, how you want me kenakan him back? and once, thanks to lee aiyan that told me he was actually putting gold dust on my head or i'd be wondering where the gold come from. heaven perhaps?

so we went to klang. then i went for checkup cause my jaw hurt. my doctor ask me don't open mouth so big. she say maybe i exam stress. LOL. so. cannot yawn properly, cannot eat big mouth. cannot laugh out loud. only laugh out soft. then no hard stuff. like forever? until my jaw is better. so there's this nice chinese lady, saw me and this is what happened.

nice chinese lady tells indian girl: eh this girl, bukan just datang?
indian girl: yala. dunno why she come again.
i heard then turn and say :oh my jaw pain. come see doctor awhile
indian girl: ya. maybe cause you talk tooooo much... hahahah

i laugh. then wtf-faced walk away. i look like i talk alot meh? i only know people tell me i look ganas.. dot dot dot...

so. hari ini dah finish exam. come home tido. and whole family dunno why all diarrhoea. oh. lepas pergi klang we went to pyramid. my my flops. nanti i upload picture. when i free. then nothing much la. just stay at home.
today's dad's birthday. he's old man. 61 d. the oink oink...





so.. to you, now you have her. and she's someone that doesn't take you away from your other friends. she doesn't 'stick' to you everywhere you go but you guys are so close that you don't even remember i was there. it just came to a point where i realize that if i don't find you you wont' find me. so why should i save this friendship that i want when you don't even want to save it? if just makes me. stupid? you don't even want this friendship and you're making no effort in trying to save if back. so why should i? you have someone new calling you and going out together that if i don't call you you won't even give a damn. so what am i here for anyway? i really appreciate you. but you just don't show your appreciation at all and it really makes me feel god damn dumb saving something that another person doesn't want. you have her now. good. and i have no intention of wanting to 'fight' you back. you're not mine. if you don't try to patch it up. i wouldn't too. i've done it too many times and i'm tired. but somehow i really hope you'd do something about it.

if you don't need me. i don't need you too.

and if you need me. i know you'd find a way. i hope you would.
i miss you. my friend. iwik