some sticks

you know i am. muahaha

haha. now you know what to tell your mom.

today my mom fetch her friends maid come our house to clean. so this weekend free. no housework.=)

after my sis went and drop the maid back. my mom was like "not very clean but at least better than my children do"
and she said it out loud. hello? you want to do you do it yourself la k? we do it we don't ask you for ANYTHING. thank you you never say we also don't care. and my mom don't appreciate. fuck.
at least we do it for the sake of doing it. we're not whining while we do it. damn!
you want you go hire maid la. tell your friends all what your daughter dunno how to help you. very lazy. no use. too skinny. wear what also not nice. those kind of fuckin' shit.


after dinner i was upstairs eating my wonka nerds. then i came down i told nita. eh. girl this one take two biji then can bluff people say i got sickness have to keep eating medicine.
ben: ya. then you take to school and eat. when teacher ask you you say you eating medicine. *call my mandarin name* ni zai chi she me??? (what are you eating)
say your asthma like coming back. so the doctor ask you to eat twice one hour
me: yaya. then i take out all the colours. the pink purple black orange green and yellow. then the teacher will say: eh francisca you sure you eating medicine? why so many colour one?
then i should reply. teacher ar. the doctor make so many colour one. cause they want make the little children eat ma. so bluff them is sweet and got so many colour the children sure like"

later we go share with our friends. then the teacher think walao. whole class gonna asthma tim.. haiyo..
next day she see the whole staff room teacher also eating. omg! the whole school kena asthma.
then see pn.leekimlai also eat. even the mr.mario the one cut grass that one. the big size guy also eating.
i know it's lame la. but it's like a moment of fun and we cannot stop laughing. i wonder still got people still so stupid or not. lol

anyway me and lyz were chatting and we were wondering when would parents come to realize that we wanna go out and party at night. we don't wanna stay home watch the tv count down on new year's eve. we don't care how dangerous it is cause actually dangerous was never really used in our world. all we know is fun. and it's not always you stay young lo. you have to have fun leh. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
2008!
i don't want so fast old. TT
life is short. play naked.

hmm. this morn woke up like 9.30. going church at 11.30. so. bangun. mandi all.
parents and ben not home. they go 8.30 mass. following gin cause i lazy to get up so early. and she have to do wardening.
today shiok ma. so i wear make up. then this uncle say " what's with the goth look? new style ar?"
i just grin at him. i was like. wtf. it's not that i HATE goth. i don't hate goth. just that i don't think goth is my thing. and i don't like people go around saying that i look like one. goth people are cool but goth is just not me. well. yet. maybe one day goth will be me. who knows.
my point is i didn't wear makeup to look like a goth. i don't know why i'm making such a big deal bout this. like the second person ad say i so goth. and it's not many that go around that tell you you're a bitch. same thing. people don't really tell out LOUD that you're goth.
fuck weh.

newayz. after church i go to kc's house. go give him some stuff. sweets. in a jar. sounds weird eh?
and he buy me present! i told him not to ad. he always also like that one... ish..
then i gave him 10 bucks for the wonka nerds he bought me. at last he took after that " i don't want.."take la"" thing.
he bought me three boxes of wonka nerds. i ask him help me buy one. and also one octopus.
i love octopus leh. tako tao also octopus. this also octopus. summore what octopus?
got one friend also something like octopus. sotong.
octopus everything. octopus nice. now i want to sponsor octopus. lol. and trust me. after you see what kc give me you sure love octopus also..

or not.

cute right? looks so... kissable.
haha. i dunno that's the mouth or nose also
anyway it's MINE. so get your eyes off it.

the best!!! muahaha
wonka nerds!! two flavours in one box.
i know only can get in australia.
import one leh. and so good if eat this can become nerds for a while
can study and pass my spm... muahahahha

so.. my blog half way just now. dad came home. now curi online. =)

mr.gaya. haha
do maths too sien d.

superman!!
octopus, wonka nerds, mr.gaya and superman.
i now officially trademark it. it's mine. =D
and anything that starts with f. lol.

FUCKIN 28THS..

lets start with yesterday night. my dad scold me. uh.duh. with a dad like mine.
cause i painted my nails. and he smelled acetone. so wtf. he scold me. say i never do homework. and this time is the serious scold until bang table throw books kind of shit. i sound so pathetic talking about this while people are writing h0w they just celebrated their day with their friends. wth. anyway he say i like to pluck my face. wtf? pluck? what's wrong with his grammar weh. and he say i like to comb my hair and shit. erm. fyi. besides parting my hair. i don't comb my hair. unless i'm going out or something.
yea. my sis most prob will read this. but whatever.
so i'm like hyper sensitive shit. i kena marah bit sure cry. so i just cry la. wtf. then i tido. until like 10. slept at 11 so nearly 12 hours.
anyway. the man say i spoil his dinner and that i'm pissing him off that i want him to die. ok. fine. here's what i think.
i want him to die, so that he won't die because of ME pissing him off. he can just leave peacefully. i won't feel bad than. also he don't have to waste his time on me. and i'd rather he just didn't love me at all so he won't have to care about me and i'll be another burden less to him. right? make sense.
also he ask me what i want from him. haha. darn funny question. you think i can actually answer that? what i want? you want me to tell you i want that gorgeous long black jacket from sub that's 200 bucks. the nice white w580i from se which cost like 800++ also free manicure and pedicure. my own apartment and that you can just supply me cash. uh. and you think this is alot? i haven't even start my list. this is like just the few.
i look up to aj in this. i know it's not the same but wth. who cares.

ok. too chiong hei. newayz. today he make me do hw. all those books he throw everywhere. the one he ask me to burn that my sis bought and i'm suppose to do it during the hols.
oh. he also said. if i fail my first term i stop going to school wor. and today he said if i don't finish the books before school starts i don't have to go also. so instead of rotting at home. hmm. maybe faster ask my art teacher for job. she give like 15 bucks one hour. one day two hours. one week one day. quite good right? and if i don't go to school i can like help her out. no transport cost also. she stay few houses away only. exercise la. save money pun.
this my sis read want tell my dad tell lo. this one he sendiri cakap pun. but i trust she won't.

so today i just sit there. and in one fuckin day i finish 30 pages. it's the whole chapter of form 4 paper 1. tomorrow have to fuck on paper 2
so newayz. the plan i plan don't look like it's gonna work. i msg him yesterday night also. say he just reload. yea la. always also just reload.....
so i tak jadi pergi.
i miss school lar. can't belief i'm saying this. lol. getting so.. ughhh at home. i hope i can go to school leh. i love school... wtf. =)
i admire this girl leh. she's got the life i like. this sounds weird. but whatever. not gonna loh so.
ola~

HAPPY SWEET 16 TO HOEYEN!


NOTHING CAN REPLACE THOSE MEMORIES WE HAD.
NOTHING CAN TAKE OVER EVEN IF I'M SAD.
I'M WAY BETTER THAN WHAT YOU SEE.
JUST TOO BAD YOU CAN'T SEE THE REAL ME.
I WISH YOU COULD I WISH YOU CAN.
BUT IF YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE
YOU'D FIND A WAY TO PUT ME THERE.

LOVE YOU SUCKA!

28ths? rest your breast.

today's the 28th. like i said before. i hate 28ths. 2 months ago we broke up. ok ok. whatever

my mom. ughh. she's pissing me off. ask me help her to do stuff. ok fine. i just do. and if you want me to do, i do it my way. it's not WRONG. just that's it's not YOUR way. so if i don't do it your way doesn't mean i'm wrong. you want me to do. i'll do it MY way. and as long as i don't do it the WRONG way i'm RIGHT.
and my dad. at lunch. he ask me to sit down. say i should study mascom. i was thinking something like that too. i have no idea why though. photography. draw. compose. do ads. all those stuff that mascom does. my dad was thinking since i'm so talkative i should take up that course. (seems like talking to much is a skill or talent or something.)
anyway he was talking about photography. it's funny.
dad:" there you know... when they take picture. the lightings all. how they control. then the light
will bring out the... bring out the...
me:"????( i wanted to say effect. since yea. lightings does bring out the effect of the picture you're gonna take. so i just didn't say anything waiting for my dad to talk.)
dad:" bring out the... breast.. you know. the breast. and sun set can look like sun rise....blablabla non stop.

hahahahahahha. he wanted to say bring out the REST. and he ended up saying breast. i don't think he realize it. cause rest. breast. i keep giggling. i try to tahan and think that he actually said BREAST but he didn't realize. and it's quite obvious. cause i heard the b. i'm not a perve k. i seriously heard it. gosh it was sooo darn funny. haha

this morning. besides knocking my head on the fridge, limping like what i've been these few days, extremely tired although i'm sleeping like dead.
cried for i don't know gawd why.
headache. no appetite.i hate school......... ughhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway arsenal draw with portsmouth. 0-0. wtf. how can arsenal not goal weh????????
now mu's leading. fuck fuck fuck fuck

oh. and suu gave me a new nick name. fanny.haha
she say's it means vagina. i thought it means butt.
anyway. thanks for the name suu. i'm fine with anything you guys call me as long as it starts with f. =)

life is short. play naked

wuuhooo

i found out something really juicy. i can't say about it. yet. sorry people.
and me and this girl. i can't say her name. cause if i do i'll blurt everything out and i don't want to.
i just hope everything goes well! yay i'm so happy!

and i wanna wear whatever little clothes i can now. cause i don't wanna look like a desperate grandma trying to wear a halter top when i'm 50.
since i'm 16. i can wear whatever i want. =)
yipee. lol. freak. wierd.
whatever. newayz. people. you guys aren't gonna stay teens forever. it's only another 3 years. and that's way way way wayyyy too short. enjoy life.
date and break. all you want. bitch about the girl sitting next to you. you won't have time to do that when you're working. trust me. you're busy making money and making family. either one.
so. bitch all you want. flirt all you want. drink all you want. shop all you want. freakout all you want. dance all you want. sing all you want. scream all you want. cry all you want.

bring your best friend and hit on hot dudes. ask them for numbers. who says you guys are gonna meet again anyway? it's just about the fun. weeeee

today's mom's birthday. happy 53 mom. yea. 53. and my dad is 60.

today nothing much. i called cristin and chated a while.
also today's dinner i have no appetite. everything that went in my mouth taste like nothing.
i don't even remember i ate.
today's boxing day too. haven't box anyone. yet.
can you imagine. mom+mom having pms+you having pms?
that's like super duper bad right? everyone's like on pms mood. suddenly kena. for no apparent reason.
he chat with me today on msn also. then i ask how he celebrate christmas and all. nothing much.
i just miss him. that's all.
it's feeling deeper..

anyway today i very emo. sad. all the negatives one. and my dad say i can't watch tv and all. omg.
i wanna die. faint. haiz.
dunno
school? i miss school.. (i'll regret saying this.) lol.

ola people!

miss me eh?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeee
i went to church yesterday night. for midnight mass.with dad and two sis. we sang carols then got mass lo.
alot of smses. all merry christmas one. haha
mass ended at 1 something. then go back tido d.

i woke up at 8. cause tomorrow's mom's birthday. and my mom don't let my sis bake cake. cause we don't wanna buy. so yesterday before we go for mass we go giant to get all the ingredients. mom's an early bird. so she's going for the christmas day mass at 9. me and my sis woke up. then when my dad and mom's gone,we bake!!!

Pilsbury's Moist Supreme Cake Mix Devi's Food.

i copy people's one. but the chocolate chips i used chocolate bars to replace them. since they're too expensive. still chocolate anyway. haiya. i lazy to write out la you want just ask me how to bake it. sorry. it's easy to make.

left>right
chocolate topping(frosting) bater, cream cheese and peanut butter(middle filling) bater.

after the cake is baked. the cream cheese was hard to spread. so it looks horrible. haha
we slice half then put the middle filling then put the top one again.
it looks really ugly. but we cover everything up with the chocolate frosting and sift some extra icing sugar we had on top. and.. huala~



statue of our lady in cdm.


my dad going cuckoo christmas during breakfast.later i painted nita's nails. nice leh. haha

we went to my aunts house for lunch. we ate macaroni. nearly every christmas we eat macaroni. cause last time before my grandma passed away she always cook macaroni on christmas and new year.(normally whenever the whole family gather in my grandparents house) and she's a good cook! so now my aunt follow my grandma also. =)

my proud mom after been surprised! i say she's proud cause she keep going around telling everyone "first time bake one.. ok ar?" then i ask her" ma. you embarassed or proud? keep telling people first time one(and giggling)" like very paiseh like that. then she say she proud wor. haha. the cake is quite rich. with peanut butter all. nice~ we ate the apple pie also. the one my mom made. she brought to my aunts house.

partners in crime. =)
sis suggested to bake. dad that stall mom. gin brought me to drop the cake.


opening present time!!

my pretty cousin modelling. =)

me and my sis.

after lunch my sis my cousin bro and my cousin sis(the modelling one) go pyramid. watch movie. we watch national treasure. before that me and my cousin sis catch up and she told me bout her love life and all.. hahahahhaa. leng lui dia. she' single now~ =)
national treasure was nice leh. and same actors. i like it when the first movie and second movie are the same actors. so erm. the movie finish at 9pm then we go food court makan. my tako tao no more ad. TT

went back to pj to drop my cousin sis home. then my cousin bro drop me and my sis home. oh.. forgot to talk about presents!
i got one gossip girl!!!!! yea! i wanna collect all. but i now have two only. lol.
two pairs of socks..... cause i needed it. from soxworld. both from my sis.
i got one top one skirt earrings and bra stripe. from my aunt altogether.
another baby tee from bec friend.
that's all only leh... so little. lol. but nice ones though. not like wow la. but it's fine i'm happy with it.if someone give me one white w580i for christmas.. omg... i'll love the person till i go into my grave! (dream on francisca)

this three pics are taken on christmas morning one. (christmas eve night?)

mua~

me and my sis somedays ago.

everything's kinda long. anyway i'm gonna go off now. see you guys in 1 more week?
hope you guys enjoyed your christmas! love loadx!

oh. i forgot to say. christmas eve night. i msg him wish him merry christmas. he replied. said his cousin send him credit since he was out. again. always. he updated his friendster pic also. wth.
and when we chat he said that was freaky. hahaha. now only you knew?? geez. lambat sikit kan? whatever.

LOVE YOU BABE!

Merry Christmas people!

yesterday was exactly 3months ago we got together. =)

morning went to church in ckk. then rush to divine mercy for caroling practice. then rush back home. grab some bites and when to mid valley. me and gin went. i meet li jing there.
we watch alvin and the chipmunk. it's soooo nice!!! i wanna watch it again. and the bad guy's name is uncle ian. wtf. haha.
yesterday was the most time i heard him name being said. anyway it's a nice show. everyone go watch~ i missed the front part weh.. wanna watch again. alvin simon and theodore.( i think that's how it's spelled)

then we go jalan jalan. i belanja her movie. we buy tako tao. i belanja her also. haha
then i rush back. i change in the car........ go to taipan mc d's for art competition. i wasn't late. phew.. meet up with my friend carmen. then when start we just draw.. i finish just in time but all simply colour wan. makan and play games.
i didn't get prize. only consolation. but i don't care la. i finish drawing ad happy. =)
i got best sketching though. gold... wuu... haha
my dad is late. as usual so me and carmen went down to buy ice cream since everyone went home ad except for us and our teacher and family.

exhausted. go home. tido~ slept at hmm.. 12.30 like that. then woke up this morn around 9. got piano.
my teacher make me wait for her again. she say 11.30. she come 1. wtf.
after piano online. online tido. he got online for 4 mintues. wth. i dunno. then come blog.
now i gonna go get ready need to go mass and caroling in divine mercy.. wuuu
oh. and my mom was really angry today. sis bang someone. have to pay. and in the same month kena saman.... wtf. so what la.
i want go la.
ola~~ merry christmas!!! love loadx. xoxo.

and two months ago was exactly my birthday. haha.