i hate holidays man. just cause you're frying things you cannot talk to me? 'i frying things a don't talk to me'. wtf? then everyday nag nag nag. after exam i want go out one day also cannot? 'go pyramid for what? have to pay parking' which fucking place don't have to pay parking besides home? diu. i want buy present la. when you go out. lunch in pyramid. in klang. in the whatever shit place. can drive sooooo damn far. so when you drive petrol not expensive izzit? i go pyramid also expensive. i ask you drop me train station and i go mv also expensive. when in the fucking time whatever we use is expensive. everytime dad call you also have to say we make you angry.don't listen to you. don't love you. don't care for you. always go out. which part of staying at home is going out to you? which part of 'obeying your orders' is not listening to you? which fucking part? staying at home make me dammmmn emo man. what also angry. what also pissed off. all the little things also have to fight over. everytime tell the ah pek ah po. all the sam gu lok po. what aiya. my daughter damn lazy one.. always also don't do work. spm coming also sleep sleep sleep. not scared one. never study one. when my second sis leh. she always sleep very late one.. everyday study. got assignment wor. then go teach her friend. although she not smart a.. but she very very hardworking. she always help me one. my eldest, she everytime go out..... yada yada.. then she'll tell my sis. you go, i don't want to talk to you. and you tell dad we don't love you. seems more that you are pushing us away. and i in the toilet. shitting. my dad call on skype i don't want talk to him cause he will nag at me. and i'm sick of it. fuck la.. online also have to nag? my sis call me say my dad want talk to me. i say i shitting.my mom came up. eh.. you want me to slap you ar? me: ma i shitting. mom: faster come out la! how long you want daddy to wait on the computer? me: i'm shitting laa. mom: stop shitting and come out now!
me.. wtfucks and continue shitting. my mom off the light. and my toilet is like that kind total darkness with no windows so there's no light and it's at night. who the fuck likes dark? you hear people scared of dark. not scared of light. as in light light. not light sun. stupid. i want go out also cannot. what also we not right we don't love you. and everyday cook overload and when we don't finish you say we didn't eat. how to finish? you cook like what? 4 big dishes and you yourself eat so little. then say i damn skinny. i say at least i gain weight compare to last time. i'm not so skinny not so aneroxic d... no la. you where got? still like stick. or bones only. not that skinny is not good. but fuck man. if someone keep saying you're skinny and it's your mom although you like already gain weight you are happy bout it it's just not nice okay! you're happy to hear you've lost weight. but not. you are skinny. or you are fat. fuck la. you say we don't understand you. buy you present say we waste money and the worst thing is that you give those presents away to your friends. so when the fuck did you appreciate us? maybe you did sit down and think sometimes. but i don't think you actually made the effort or fucking time to understand what we think. and not everything is what we want. we do things for a reason. not just to please you.and 'i want to move to ss14, easier for francisca to go to school' is not a good reason to want to move. (ss14 is our old house that was rented to somebody) fuck i' m not going to go to taylors so stop making moving there easier for me. plus, in the future i bet you're gonna say this ' we purposely renovate this house and stay here so easier for you to go to school then you xxxxxxxxxxxxx' don't even try saying that. i never ask you to move back there. and you never ask me which school i want to study. wait.. i dont' think you even know what my interest is or which course i'm planning to take. ughhhhhhhhh
shiok sial. emo sial. and the best part is you don't see me stomping my feet upstairs and slamming doors cause my mom says no. i just curse the hell out. the eldest does the feet stomping.
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