man u arsenal tonight. 22.55. 812. doubt i'll watch.
i really can stop disliking my mom.
on wed, she said she'd come like 2 something to pick me and the girl up. car pool.
she came and 3.30, and both of us didn't have lunch and we didn't bring money. plus it was raining i was freakin hungry. but i don't know why i got so nice i ask the girl whether she ate. she say she haven't so i muka tembok go ask aunty for one burger and say that i'll pay her later. imagine how embarassing it is to ask for something or buy something without having money or not enough money. no face okay? and when my mom came i wanted to scream at her but i didn't. i go pay the aunty then we just went off. and mom says 'aiya. next time i don't want go out with them also. see here see there' don't bullshit. that's what you say EVERYTIME. and i was downloading sounds just now and my mom claims i'm playing games "you know this year you're form 5 or not? so free go and play games?" wtf? you want me get some nerd disease? like some effed up people that just keep studying 24/7? fuck you.

i didn't know my house got this leave.
i don't know what's it called.aunt made agar-agar. she's good at it.she's the bitch. and i really love shih tzu..
wah.......

i'm getting so crazy now. i don't know what to do..
kc says wait. just wait i don't even know for what..
lets all just wait and see what comes and what happens.. trying not to hate everything. why can't everything just go one way???
lets just pray...... and go confessions..

DON'T GO BITCHING BOUT ME TO GET MY ATTENTION.
JUST TELL ME THAT YOU WANT MY ATTENTION,
CAUSE NO ONE WANTS THEM EXCEPT YOU.
SO JUST TELL ME. AND I'LL PUT YOUR FIRST ON MY DESPO LIST.
YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY THEN..











GAYS.
JERKS.

FREAKS,
HATES.
LOVES.
FUCKS.