Tuesday, September 30, 2008

morning peeps! i don't even think there's a human being reading my blog anymore.

newayz, this morn i start with coffee morning. white coffee rocks! maybe starbucks rock more but it's not beside my house and yes it's star of bucks. seriously. with the bitch sitting beside me watch me eat my bread while she drools.
kinda i-don't-call-it-emo-but-i-don't-know-how-to-describe-it-besides-emo these days. cause quarreled with my mom the other day.
raya holidays got bad also. besides getting to wake up late and slowly do what i want, i have to be stuck at home told what to do and nagged at. sucks okay.

there's this thingy called mc flurry mudpie! try it!!!!! it's delicious. it's just addition of the chocolate syrup they put on sunday in a mcflurry oreo. seriously go try it. my sis says it's only until after raya. so hurry hurry. call 1300-13-1300 haha.

and i don't really want to make a big fuss about my birthday (perhaps) but the whole worlds' little kids are or whoever watches high school musical. cause it's gonna be on on my bday! haha. although zac efron's acting sucks, cause his acting that his acting, but i prefer that show more than camp rock. i hate camp rock la.the story line sucks and their cameraman sucks too (whatever you call the person that holds or moves or records the show) besides liking the two dudes that knows how to dance and nick jonas that is kinda cute and maybe kevin, i don't like joe jonas or demi tomato or that show. sorry mate i just plain hate it.

just another normal day. watching tv, checking blogs play facebook (sorry friendster i abandon you but you're bored la nothing to do) eat eat eat and sleep. text all the way. there's no study in this hols. yet. so we'll see. i just can't wait to finish my last level of burger shop. i damn love that game.
nothing much to type on. some ss pics but lazy to upload now.
and i so thought of the perfect present for some people. gonna take up some time doing it but oh well it's the hols. and i wanna find a new prom dress. or another dress (doesn't matter for prom or not) i just wanna splurge!! but tak kan satu orang? nearest for me is pyramid and that's like half way round the world for people. so. stuck at home lo...

till next time.

Monday, September 29, 2008

anyone have food????? i can't find food here. anyone nice enough to send to my house or bring it to me??? i can't move anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imma faint if i have no food in 5 mins.lol

this is the weirdest thing i've asked for. i think.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

to my sister, please leave my blog forever.
i really have the urge to run. just run. anywhere. just not here. i can't stand it. for sixteen years or less. i've always tolerate. from both of you. dad. and mom. dad, you said you have a limit. so do i. i don't only have to take it from you. also from mom. i know you too have to take it from the three of us. but guess what? i'm only and already sixteen. i can't always be your baby. and i don't know alot of things. i'm not always sixteen. just one more month i'm seventeen. i'm growing up. not shrinking down. i'm not becoming a baby. i'm becoming a person. a grown person that knows how to think for herself. and other people. i learnt from my many past mistakes. why can't you learn to let us go? then at least we won't suffer so much when you're gone. why must you be so selfish?
i try to look. from the other way. many times from another angle. but i just can't stand it. i'm sick of being here and suck it all up while i smile everyday outside. still knowing you love me deep down. i'm sick of sucking up everything and pretend it's okay. i do love you in my life. just sometimes you make me hate. i don't want to. but you made me. please let me go. i hate you guys for being so nice in my life. i wanna run. and never look back anymore. just run as far as i go. while i meet god on the other end.

would you bring me in to stay with you? thanks, i know you would. heaven is the best place that'll never exist on earth. god i love you.
TO MY DEAREST MOM:

THANKS FOR FUCKING BE IN MY FUCKING ASS LIFE. YOU STUPID BITCH! I'M SO LUCKY TO BE CURSED!!
errrrr
i watch cars yesterday!!!! and gridiron gangs. and freedom writers. nice weh all this show. go watch. hbo andd errr i tak watch any match yesterday. lol. lazy la





ma. stop being such a stupid bitch. your mood swings are really going overboard and we kinda can't stand you. i'm sixteen. not six. if you don't want to fetch me go out, then let me go out and let my friends fetch me. you *32YR$@j09U(Y&eyhHTr5p232#@%

Saturday, September 27, 2008

I RULE!

oh.. i forgot to say.... I BEAT EVERYONE (for now) IN THE WHO'S GOT THE BIGGEST BRAIN in facebook!!!! muahahahahha


go play! it's damn addictive. and you can find out how stupid you are. so did i!
eh.. i like the chinese thing that i wrote. it's so meaningful-nya.

i saw pn.cheam weh. she no more driving her white proton saga. now she driving red proton iswara. which to me makes no difference. she sangat good terhadap negara. keep buying proton car.

and. i forgot what me want to say. oh ya! i bought the slilppers
tadaa!!!!!!
alaaaaaaaa yesterday was suppose to go to zhe han's house for his birthday celebration. ohya. happy belated birthday! not that you read my blog. so hahaha. no big post for you
then my mom pms. first say i cannot go. then later my sis tell me i can go. then later i ask her again then she say cannot. menopause liao still can like htat? lol

shot some pics in school.
see something unusual?
i draw one weh. nice nice????? i ask her go tatt that. lol

the curi eating in class look.

err.. haha. steph jie

it's still one more month till my birthday yo. and one academy already wish me happy birthday. lol. they send me this card robot thingy and i did it. haha

errrrrr girls birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYSE KYMBERLY TEOH SU FERN!!!!!!!


you're the first person i know that has such a long name. happy birthday and may one day the 'tall girl' will be 'taller' and the airplane be wincy bigger or negative as you wish and that one day deng bo will burst her boobs. lol. why am i using your wish? sorry sorry. happy birthday anyway!!!!!!!!!!!

i like that pic of you lyz. haha

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

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