for you

nothing describes the feeling that i have,
not the words spoken,
not the letters written.
after time passes,
i realized you forgot that i exist,
don't remember i existed.
i cry of the words from your mouth,
i tear everytime i lie to myself,
saying you will love me again.
thinking you will. love me more.
thoughts of you make me smile,
everytime i cry.
your laughter, your loves, your fears.
rewinds in my mind so sheer.
i can't exactly remember,
but i know it happened.
and i will remember those moments forever.
because it truly is the greatest thing that has happened to me.

the smile on your face when there's your american brownie.
the pace your heart beats when i hug you.
the strength you wanna show me that you can protect me.
the warmth you wanna give me to make sure i'm not cold.
everything you do makes me wanna smile.
everything i do seems worthwhile.

waiting. still waiting.
although i know it's only in my dream.
loving. still loving.
although it's not strong but it's growing still. still there.
waiting.
loving.
you.

i hate to miss the smell of your giorgio armani.
i hate to miss talking to you.
i hate to miss listening to your voice.
i hate to miss your laughter.

because i wish you were just here. right beside me.

i love the way you talk to me, kiss me.
i love the way you lie just to hold my hand.
i love the way you hug me that i can feel your heartbeat. fast.
i love the way you persuade me.
i love the way you lie on my lap.
i love to see the smile on your face.
i love to see a sudden of your text message.


i love.


i just.


i love.


i just love.


i just love you.


i love you.

WRITTEN BY:
WHO ELSE BUT ME?
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