Your 5 impressions of him/her:
-short? hahahaha. lol
-smart
-pretty
-shitty
-nice

Most memorable things he/she has done for u:
told everyone that he kept the burger for me? i couldn't forget.

The most memorable words he/she said to u:
aiya, she's like that wan lar. (makes me feel better. haha)

If he/she becomes ur lover, u will:
faint?

If he/she becomes ur enemy, the reason will be:
either i took her money again or i don't know.

Pass the quiz to 10 ppl that u wish to know how they feel about u:
1.elyse
2.stephanie
3.ting
4.sonia
5.victor
6.debbie
7.justin
8.han yang
9.gillian
10. esther

Who is no.7 having a relationship with?
a girl? which i don't know her name?

Who is no.9 having a relationship with?
a tall guy.

What about no.1 and no.5?
1's not single. 5 is i think.

When was the last time u chatted with no.6?
today?

Does no.4 work?
nope. she partys! haha

Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her skool?
idts

Will u woo no.8?
nope

How about no.5?
haha. no.

Does no.2 have any siblings?
yep. 2 bros

How did u get to know about no.3?
same primary

Where does no.1 live at?
ss2

How did u get to know no.2?
same class last year

Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
lol. vic is sexay. hahaha.

warning! hyper long post!

first of all. happy single awareness day and happy valentines day to everyone!!
and also condolonces to elyses grand dad that deceased yesterday.
wah. first time say till so pro. nyahaha =)
first of all, february babies.
feb 1- jing mun
3-nick beardow(uncle)
6- wong choon lim
7- derrick hoe
8-sherman
9-zhi hong
14-valentine!
15-evan morris
17-yuan ming
22- victoria beardow
27- cheach yun jin, teoh kay chong
28-michelle chan
happy belated and early birthday!!

eh.. back from s'pore. who misses me? lol. my bed i guess.
hmm. anyway i got some stuff to complain before cny and before i went down to s'pore.
the stupid fat caterpillar ate ALL the leaves of my-mom's-dunno-what plant. so fat weh the fella.

show you.

no leave leh.

this one the left side. that one the right. can see the difference??so friggin fat!!

reach s'pore d around hmm.. 8? then go my aunt's condo. lou sang lo. then eat steamboat. =)

on cny in s'pore. sis n me.

threesomes! mcd's
look at the heels!! it's so. different.
there's a reason it's called prada. =)

this is the i-dunno-what's-it-called place.
where skaters and bikers go. it looks like nothing. but when you zoom in. i tell you you'll faint. in singapore, i never knew there were so much burning hot guys there. oh gawd! haha
moi~me and eldest sis.eh. liar! say got noodles wan. all the liu only.cheh. so called 'glass' noodles.
pineapple rice. this is mine. shiok leh.finish!
sins.
sis and me some where.
popeye me love!! =D
my uncle and aunt. stayed with them in s'pore.
lazy to turn the pic. tilt your head la dong.dad and me.
my mom say my dad fat hao. haha

and my dad's gonna go to qatar for 2 years. i dunno good or bad also. lol

typical me to do such a weird/crazy/ugly thing. but it was fun
who knows? maybe the next time you go sungai wang you'll see a more modified version of this.
LOL.two men carrying ladies hand bag weirdly and in the airport summore. lol

perfectionist. those are all actually trolleys.
eh.. in airport also can golf.

let the pics do all the talking. got drama leh.
chinese new year eve or the first night(can't remember). my sis and my aunt uncle was watching papaya (881) show. some hokkien wan. midnight, we heard someone calling my aunt, her name's angie, so we thought was my dad. maybe my mom fell or something since they're sleeping and my mom maybe needed to pee. my uncle steady go open the door, my dad still zzzzing...
then later we heard a loud thud. shit. what the fuck was that? thinking i was at home at home, i thought someone break in. but think think.. eh. in condo la. break in what? summore in the 3rd floor. found out that one girl fell from the 6th floor down. we heard her bf calling her. bi bi.. that's why thought angie. we saw blood where the girl was lying, then they call ambulance. next day we we go 8 again. real drama leh.. she's only.. 16. one six! and her head got one lubang. and her body can consider split into two. all internal. cause when the ambulance came they couldn't move her. so they have to use sort of those kepit kind and take her. so kesian leh. 16 years old only. dunno she jump or someone push her. so whoever want commit suicide, think before you jump.
if it's not time, you jump but don't die, then worst. but if you jump and die, then die lo. tsk tsk..

after that nothing much happen. hang around in singapore. go the airport there makan in the soup restaurant. nice leh. also the pineapple rice in this place call thai express.
yesterday went my aunt's house have dinner.

lol. i still can't belief man city beat man u. soo.. unexpected.
arsenal won blackburn la duh. 2-0.
next is with man u leh. adebayor injured ad still can goal. he geng la.

today's valentines wor. pakto de go pakto. single de single. also good la. ala got friends.
it's just another day anyways.
take care peeps!
OLA!! till next time.

and exam is next week! OMG

A PERSON OFTEN MEETS HIS DESTINY IN THE ROAD HE CHOOSES TO AVOID.

sometimes we just wanna disappear. no. sometimes, I just wanna disappear

j and co donuts. mango blitz, tira miss u and some oreo thing

and obviously some "me" in the middle. =)

shoes and shades i love. some of the shoes here.this looks ugly from here. but the best i've got.i got bored.mmm~~licious.
i got that shell from cape town, south africa. :)
[choki choki from steph =)]

i realize i kinda enjoy doing the dishes now. i know it's weird to say that, but i always fix up my sis's headset and blast the music, so i can just sing everything out. and the sink is like outside so it's cool especially at night.
and my dad was saying i sing too loud(in a not good way)
but it's just nice to hear nothing not even yourself. just drowning away to the music in your ears. not hearing whatever people are talking about you. and for that "washing plate" moment, i just don't have to care about anyone. i'm doing the dishes you can't blame me. but it's nice to just disappear for a while. only singing your everything out although you're out of tune. you can't even hear. just not care about studies or money or what homework you haven't do, to text your girlfriend or boyfriend. there's just nothing to care about. and it feels darn good. feels good to disappear. to be invisible. sometimes. just for a moment.
no pain. no worries. no thinking. no stress. no problems. not even happy times. it's just "that" moment. and i'm happy to be feeling extremely great tonight since exactly 3 months ago was a disaster. nothing seems to be going right now. nothing. nothing at all. dammit.

hmm... these weeks, i've been editing my jeans, since doing it myself can save me money.. $$$$
so yea. erm. i got this jeans which my mom's friend gave, and the waist was too high so i just snap it off. fuckin mom pissing me off while i'm typing this. wtf is wrong with using the comp? it's not like spm is tomorrow! fuck it! ughhh


anyway this is how it is. dammit.

this is the skirt i'm editing myself too but not sure into what yet.

this is what i've done for the past year in art class. haha. so proud. lol

thanks to suu giving me some patchi chocolate.
i'm not craving for it more than ever!

i've had a rough week. i don't know what's going on. i lost alot of things. like books this shit that shit.oh my gawd!!! ughh
everyday tuition shit. then wed got bowling shit. then this year got theory exam shit. so many shit stuff to do! i got no time to watch tv at all!

saying bout tv reminds me that i went to the astro award thingy. where charmaine sheh(is that how you spell it?), kok jun on, tong yun yun, gigi lai, bosco, lam fong and those that i don't know the names. it was quite fun yelling like shit but i don't watch mandarin or this kinda show much. so i'm not like the hyped-up crazy fan.
also sunday i was suppose to go out with kc. yam cha watch movie and all. but apparently he got aunt's birthday lunch. so wtf. i just went with my sis anyway. but did nothing also. i made my sis bought j and co donuts since i don't have cash and since she took mine. 2 bucks for one. it's all sweet sweet only. recommended if you buy some and share. cause it's damn freakin sweet to me. eat two bites ad enough. i liked the mango blitz though. =)
some pics on the way, i got not much time to upload. arsenal beat newcastle 3-1 or 3-0 i think. i can't remember as long as they won. i'm not even sure if it's newcastle. my life is just a total blurr now....

and also. gam ngam, today's the 28th. and i hate 28ths. anyway me and li jing got some similarities. besides the fact that i'm lazier, we have small boobs( as in not bigger than atiqah's[if you read this atiqah, it's a compliment mate]), our relationship sucks, we're both dark and skinny, can't stop talking, and so on so forth. so we're planning to do somethings together. in different ways though. i don't think you get what i mean.

so today's just a freakin 28th. and i hate it.

it hurts and sucks to miss the person you love.
it hurts and sucks to see the person you love happy, but without you.
it hurts and sucks when you've got no money to buy what you want.
it hurts and sucks when you've got all the money but can't buy back your relationship.
it hurts and sucks when everything hurts and sucks.

back!

walao. my blog start having spider webs ad... damn busy nowadays. monday to friday also sure got things to do. anyway. where should i start? hmm..
the most recent one.. my fuckin computer have to reformat and i have to reinstall all those messenger plus shit and change everything and edit this and that.
still figuring stuff out that doesn't even exist in my comp.
last week was andrew scott, matthaeus, marianne's birthday! happy birthday. belated.
now reading gossip girl again. since i can't find anything else to read besides text books.
i don't watch tv at all now. no matches. no movies. no shopping. wtf is this life weh.
my dad is so scared i'll die in the future but while i'm the one dying, he's the one worrying. sad. whatever.
i miss holidays weh. i can just pig out. sleep. watch tv. online everyday. do whatever i want. go shopping whenever i want. well. some of the time. paint my nails. call whoever.
now so fuckin busy and we're like seniors of chs. i joined the wushu club too on gerko day since it's the only uniform body that doesn't need to march.
bowling also. and lm lah duh.
so confused now. dunno what i just said. upload pics now. i know you miss me.. (:

for now, i like it like that and i ain't gonna cut it.
my mom's good at wrapping hampers.
oh. and the orange wall behind is the new colour painted downstairs.

my mom also sew curtains. sheer purple. now me and my sis room is warmer. not so freakin bright like last time. and we have to change out bed sheet to match it instead of the yellow green one. how much i complain bout her sometimes i still love her. yea. sometimes.
i got so pissed one day that i just cut my jeans. not exactly mine. i haven't bought a jeans in what? 5 years? newayz it's all hand me downs. so whatever. i cut one long jeans to shorts and the other i ripped the top off. pics not here.yet. will upload it next time. when i'm free.

arsenal's points same la. wtf. with man u. i don't mencacikan man u. i support man u whoever they play with. just that i support arsenal more. so i don't exactly hate man u.

and today is 23rd. it's erm.. 4 months ago that we were together.. haiz.. 4 months sound kinda long. 2 more months away and it's half a year. (if ting and lyz read this. i know what i'm gonna get)

valentines nearly here! don't get blinded by money! all the chinese new year. maybe chinese new year is the best time for you to visit your friend, and get a date for valentines. that's for people like me who's single.
people like elyse, well she'll just have to think what she needs to get her boyfriend. haha. good luck people! missin ya!

GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT.
I LOVE YOU!
M.I.P.

take care sucka's! love you guys!
i'll try to update more often. sorry.

arsenal vs. birmingham

oh yea. arsenal vs. birmingham.
draw. 1-1. wtf. anyway arsenal's leading.
so. like that la.

sien leh. and busy leh. monday, wednesday, thursday got tuition, tuesday got green house.
friday got tuition also. then at night go piano. saturday got art class and have to do house work.
then sunday morning to church then post-con. then now want join admin also..
tsk tsk tsk.. busy busy

saturday went to edu fair.(izzit fair or fare? dunno)
i saw gi, cathy, flat chest(wei jiat), samuel. samantha tan also. working there. lol
go collect rubbish with my dad. all those brochures and paper they give. go see all the colleges.
hmm.. nothing much la. just go look see look see. nita say suu saw her. and suu told her i was late.. huh???

anyway. today go sfx. lepas tu found out no class. so i go yam cha with marianne and arnold.
dai ga jie belanja wor. she told me yesterday her bday party. got 8 bottles for 30 people. which averagely sounds little. but got 2 people got drunk. apparently one sat lun.. what the crap. just finish writing my resume. wtf. aiya. i got nothing much to blog about la. except if you're willing to read about me moaning bout him again. not much. but i think he's trying to avoid me. since he doesn't online AT ALL now, doesn't seem to have credit in his phone although that time i reloaded for him. updated his friendster though. no fate. haha

oh. that time my dad found lizard eggs. =)

tiny little eggs. abit gross in real life.the trio looks so fake.
it's real apples and orange k.. the colours are nice. =)

oh yea. i painted my toenails again. when my parents weren't around obviously. painting my nails are like forbidden cause i have ass pee m. wth does painting my nails got to do with ass pee m? damn!! anyway i now only realize my right side of my first right toe is dead. as in you can just cut off the whole right side of the nail and i won't even scream. so.. like that la.
i painted them stripes. haha. kinda look like baseball though. wait. cricket. yea. i think it's cricket. the black and white one. but mine's black and silver since i don't have white. hahaha.
fuckin' lame.

takes nice nails and nice toes and steady hand and good skills
and good photographer to do this and take this pic.
which= to me.
yeayea. wtf. you can do it. blablabla. i don't give a shit.

now i don't know what feeling i have now. i feel abit sesat. confused. not really happy. not really sad. not normal. just ughh.. i don't know!!!! how can i even tell you how i feel when i don't even know how I feel???

MISS AND LOVE YOU LOADX!!

OLA SUCKAS!

p.s: hooked on to won't go home without you(maroon 5), breakin dishes and don't stop the music(rihanna), stop and stare (one republic), still loving boston by augustana and not getting bored of it.